Living in a space where you feel like you’re moving forward, but you keep returning to the same situations, emotions, or patterns…
This would be how I conclude my past year of living.

However, the very thing I learnt from those memories of loss, anxiety and pain, was that the emotional dimension is probably the least interesting part of human experience.
The despair is just not interesting.

So today is not the first day of anything, except the rest of your life.